Showing posts with label Sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sadness. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Changes.

No matter who you are or what you do there will always be change. Change is happening around you everyday. The weather is changing, moods are changing, but I think the worst thing is when some one you are really close to changes.

Everyone warned me that people change in High School but being me I didn't listen. I kind of wish I had listened now because this week has been full of changes.

I'll start with the good ones. I met lots of new friends! I also like 6 out of my 7 teachers. (Spanish will be the death of me!) The last good thing is I've gotten used to getting up early.

Now here are the bad things. My boyfriend turned into a jerk then broke up with me. Then me and my best friend got into a fight. Now to top all of that off I'm sick. -_- Yayy. Oh well I'm glad my boy friend broke up with me, if your gonna be a jerk then thanks for saving me from breaking up with you. So at the moment High School isn't going the way I want it to.....but it can't get worse? I hope. This week has made me realize who my true friends are. I guess that's a good thing.

So I know most of you don't care about all of this but I made this blog for me and I just really need to get some of this off my chest before I explode.Thank you for reading this...if you actually made it down this far. I really appreciate all the people that read about my life..I know it isn't that interesting.

Longer post soon...hopefully. This one is short...I just needed to get this out of my head for a while.
Single and Ready to Mingle ;)~Caroline.

Kingsley gets me.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

The sadest thing I have even seen on tumblr.

*This post may contain dramatic images that are not suitable for young children. Viewer digression is advised.*

This post is spread awareness of the saddest thing I have ever seen on Tumblr. No, not of a kid who has cancer or me losing all of my followers. It's a picture of this poor little dinosaur and his heart breaking story. (This story was written in the comments of this picture, by many of Tumblr's finest anonymous authors. Enjoy.)


No, it’s fine. I didn’t need my heart.

Are we crying about a doodle of dinosaurs?

Yes

Welcome to Tumblr

Oh god it hurts why would you ever

The meteor was coming.

Oh, God, it was coming and she didn’t know what to do. Her son, her beautiful little son, pressed
close to her side, craning his neck to look up at his Mother.

“Mummy, why is everyone moving? There’s plenty of food here.” He asked in his sweet, innocent voice.

“Because, my sweet, sometimes it is best that we move on. It is our way.” She replied, forcing the words past the lump in her throat.

“Oh,” Her son said, turning his gaze to the fiery rock in the sky that would spell their deaths out for them, “the old Triceratops told me it was cuzza that rock. He said the rock could hurt us real bad.” He continued, not understanding what he meant by those words in his innocence.

“Triceratops is being silly, he just wanted to tease you one more time before he left.” She lied, choking on her tears. Oh, God, he son, her lovely son, was going to die not understanding.

“Oh.”

She turned her face to the meteor- it was close now. It wouldn’t be long. Swinging her head around, she dropped her face to her sons and nuzzled him one last time. “Let’s play a game, yes? And then we’ll go join the others.” She suggested.

“Okay! What game shall we play, Mummy?”

“Let’s play pretend. We will imagine the sort of place we would like to move to, and when we open our eyes, that’s where we shall be.”

“How do we play?”

One last look at the meteor- it was almost time.

“Close your eyes and imagine the place, and count to thirty out loud. Just like when we play Hide-and-Seek.” She curled herself around her son, both of them now laid on the beach.

“Ok, Mummy. 1, 2, 3, 4…”

She watched the meteor approach with sad eyes, and just before it hit land she turned her head, laying it and her neck over her son and bracing herself.

Her son had not yet said 30, but it was over.

-excuse me while I sob-

~Caroline